was talkin' to agnes today. and i think God kinda spoke to me through her. i've been carrying regrets ever since. and questioned myself why i made such a decision. because if i hadn't, things would be so different now. our friendship would not suffer and yeah. it wont be at sucha point. but she said looking from another point, if nothing more had happened, then there was a great great possibility that i would spend the most part of my life wondering what would have happened if we gave it a shot. so i guess like there's 2 sides to a coin, i can choose how to see the situation. and i choose to take it positively.
itp has been great so far. able to get along well with every other else in Foodtech Products Pte Ltd. production is so family like, and QC as well as R&D. they just keep us (san ke hai zi) very entertained. hehs. i'm learning alot too. hees. project 1 has been successful. yippee. Weijian makes us laugh all the time. brother, sorry to 'spoil' your phone okie? hurry hurry send me my zi lian pics. haha. i'm seriously gonna put on weight considering the amount of eating and tasting of food involved. there is always food to eat at teabreak and any other time i'm also eating because research & development has to be done. what an excuse right?? i'm really glad that hwee ying and weijian are with me. thank you papa God.
4th march '06
alright. recap.
El Masquerade was fun fun. Emceeing was a little scary at first, but i managed to pull through i hope. the night was good. everyone was in their best. pretty ladies and handsome gentlemen. hehs, i love my quaint mask... its cool. and dance was interesting. its never easy dancing in heels when i know nuts about ballroom dancing. and top it on with the fact that my dance partner is uber tall. mr. tall is 192cm. i felt so vertically challenged. hehs. but i enjoyed it nevertheless yeah yih dar. it was a successful event i guess. :)
then it was off to meet viv, ruth, deb. i cabbed down and by the time i got there was about twelve am. talk about early. well, deb picked us up from the entrance... and that it was update about our lives and there was the University stuff. and then highlight of the night was looking at the photos of her prom and then it led on to looking for the eye candies in her school. supposedly the cathigh twins. i realised something, guys with broad shoulders catch my attention. haha. somehow, i aint no eye candy at poly, guess i aint crossed paths with any cute hunk YET. oh wells, we concluded that in a couple of years time, we will be women with successful careers. meeting up at some posh nosh place. in nice smart office clothes. and still being idiotically the same giggling girls when we get together and taking loads of photos. speaking of which. deb, where are they?? back to the point, at least that's what we imagine or hope that's what our future will be like. excited for them as they move on into the next phase of their lives. yakked a little more. cabbed back home after dropping viv off. it was a sweet end to a wonderful day. DGRV night was nice and it ended at ard 3 plus in the mornin'. :)
~tarrying~