i'm disturbed and its upseting.
how can i be so absent minded? today, i thought i had already removed one strap. and i did not realise that i actually did not until lynette pointed it out to me. its like me being so detached from myself. until now, these little 'upsets' have not gotten to me till today. kinda realised that i get so preoccupied with my thoughts that i do not pay attention to wad i'm doing and its like i'm just doin' stuff subconsciously without even myself realising it. dang. i hope this goes away soon. its giving me the heebie jeebies. aikes.
on a lighter note. i had a great time with ya today pok. although it was a pretty short hour or so. it was well spent. fooding and ranting. hehs. and no more S.A.M machines anytime soon yeah. i think it just did not want to work for you. ;) and you ain't noob anymore. :)
cell sharing was good. although smallville proved to be a mini distraction. 'twas good to just chill with the girls today. hehs. and my prayer partner is miss poonti. jia you for your match tml marian.
A thousand times, no more camouflauge
I want to be exposed, and not be afraid to fall.
~tarrying~