And there are days like today where I wonder how long more will I be able to stand the test of time and distance? Is it really for the best and worth the roller coaster emotions as well as bouts of insecurity? I never had to feel like that before and I don't like feeling like that. Sometimes I think, just throw the towel in, close the door and live my life with no strings attached. Maybe this would protect my heart better, building up those walls again. I'm starting to miss them and I hate the vulnerable me. Feel like a weakling.
On a happier note, thank you dear friends for your love. Have been greatly blessed by the amazing company! :)
~tarrying~